mayne oh mayne. today i saw many couples holding hands,kissing,hugging. it made me so sad because i wish you were here do i could do all of that too. mayne i miss you SO much words can not even explain. valentines day is in two days and im wishing i could spend it with you. i get so jealous when my friends talk about their boyfriends and how they’re spending time together or that they have plans or all the sweet things they do when theyre together. it makes me jealous not because i want what they have but because i WISH that me and you were together all the time. i know even if we are miles and miles apart that our love is strong. i know that we can make it baby. i love you and miss you so much. im NEVER giving up …