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well … baby,the days are getting close til we reunite. its getting closer to the day we get to hold each other. get to kiss each other. get to hold hands . get to be together physically. after months of waiting its down to one more month baby. one more month without you . i can do it i really can but im getting excited and impatient i just needa relax a little bit.
i cant believe we’ve been so far apart for this long but i still feel like we’re stronger than ever. baby we’re really strong. youre the one and i know this forsure.<3
thank you babe for making me happy:) your truly amazing and i love you. people ask me why i put myself in this situation and i tell them “because i know i can handle it”. and i can.you promised that you wouldnt hurt me and i trust that you wont. people that dont know us have little faith in us but what they dont know is that we ARE strong. i have so much faith in our relationship. babe i KNOW you want this to work and that youre willing to do anything to keep us together and im with you on that. ill do anything so that we can stay togehter
i love you baby<3
dear babe,
never would it cross my mind that i would fall for you. you’re the last person i ever pictured me being with. i guess its true that love comes unexpectedly because you were very unexpected. when we first go together i didn’t that we would get serious, but you know babe … its different now. i fell so hard for you and im so in love with you. you’re now the ONLY person i can EVER picture myself with and i cant imagine losing you. if i were to lose you i’d be a wreck babe :/ no lie babe you hold me together. your not only my baby but your my bestfriend, my inspiration,my otherhalf. you are the reason i try so hard to get good grades and to be a good girl:) you’ve changed me for the better. your a positive influence on my life and i love you for it. you’re everything i ever wanted in a guy. and i know im young but i dont think i have ever been so sure of something in my life. im so SURE that i wanna be with YOU , no one else but you. no other boy could make me as happy as you make me. you have a way with words that makes me fall deeper for you. your smile makes me melt into a puddle. your personality is unique and i love that. i love yo for who you are and not who you want to be. my love for you is truly unconditional. i love you babe, happy seventeen months and forever to go<3
1. the way you can make me laugh with the stupid things you do.
2. how you make it so hard to be mad at you because of the sweet things you so.
3. the way you made me you number one priority.
4. how you would text me back even when your sessioning.
5. the way you held me so tightly it was as if you never wanted to let go.
6. how you kissed my forehead and cheek constantly.
7. the way you held my hand everywhere we went.
8. how you never treated me differently infront of your friends.
9. the way you told me you loved me so many times in one day
10. how you’d not only tell me you loved me you also SHOWED ME.
11. the way you walked to my house just to spend time with me.
12. how you’d help me do all my work.
13. the way you dress.
14. how you are confident.
15. the way you are so dedicated to bboying.
16. how you are just yourself when we’re together and you DONT try impressing me and i love it.
17. last but not least … i love how you make my heart skip a beat everytime we start talking.
mayne oh mayne. today i saw many couples holding hands,kissing,hugging. it made me so sad because i wish you were here do i could do all of that too. mayne i miss you SO much words can not even explain. valentines day is in two days and im wishing i could spend it with you. i get so jealous when my friends talk about their boyfriends and how they’re spending time together or that they have plans or all the sweet things they do when theyre together. it makes me jealous not because i want what they have but because i WISH that me and you were together all the time. i know even if we are miles and miles apart that our love is strong. i know that we can make it baby. i love you and miss you so much. im NEVER giving up …
baby ! i miss you. our conversation was grreat today. i missed that. i love when you call me babe/baby. it makes me smile. i miss you so much and im hella glad that its official that you can come :) and that we just needa raise some more money.im saving as much as i can. anything so that i can see you hug you kiss you be with you, ill do anything babe. gosh you leave me speechless sometimes you make me smile with the littlest effort. i cant wait til summer like you dont even know babe. when youre here its gonna be us to with our friends of course. i love you baby. <3
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is my tumblr to share my feelings while hes gone.
